Boring Person....

I’m such a boring person.. simple boring person..
And now I'm laying on my bed feel bored and nothing to do.. I mean I really have nothing to do.. trying to look for something to do but none! Nil!!!

Hehehe…

Its not only for today.. this feeling (bored) comes to me every single days…

What can I do?
What should I do?

NOTHING…..

I always have a dream I am such a busy person, have a lot of things to do, makeup and stuff, hanging out with a lot of friends, have a wonderful life, beside of 6-8 hours for sleep I will not waste a single minutes alone doing nothing…

But it is just a dream, I am always alone, jealous with others life, checking others friend’s life and wondering why I cant be like that?

I know it is sounds disgusting, why you want to be others not just be yourself.. but how can I be just myself, if I am a boring person feeling bored everysingledays?

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